I'll try to love again

Went to look at an apartment this afternoon. It's really cute, four bedrooms and one bathroom. It's one floor and is smaller than i'd like. I'm excited for the one tomorrow, it's a whole house. I'm so excited to have a house, it feels like such a big step in my life.

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I still want you by my side

just to help me dry the tears that I've cried

cause I'm sure gonna give you a try

and if you want, I'll try to love again

It's so hard to trust someone, and so easy to lose trust. A split second can destroy years of friendship. How do you decide what is worth trying for and what is not? I believe Everything is worth trying for. There is no way to know who is going to break your heart, who is going to let you down or crush you. The chance that someone is going to hurt you is a part of life and a risk that should be taken.

We can't let the fear of the unknown rule our lives. Live, Laugh & Love. Do not hold back because of fear, instead go forth because of fear. I know that I trust people so easily and that's probably why i've been hurt and let down so much. I still trust really easily but I don't expect a lot of people anymore. I feel I can't take people for their word anymore.