Thursday's Child Has Far To Go

I have always prided myself on living for the moment and trying to get the most out of life. However, this time spent at University has allowed me to slip into an inactive lifestyle. I think I am finally acting like a teenager. I sleep until noon on the weekends, I play on my computer all day, I hardly exercise and I don't eat properly.

There's a part of me that wants to get my ass in gear, to get back on top of things. To excel in school and be active in the things I am passionate about. There's another part of me, that's winning, that wants me lay back and experience this aspect of life.

I'm torn on which side to let win because I know I probably won't have another opportunity to act like this. However, I feel an emptiness because I'm not doing what I am passionate about.

They say that Thursday's Child Has Far To Go, and I always planned on going far with my life. I never let myself act like everyone else, I never went through the lazy teenager phase. And now that I've slipped into it, I can't find the courage to pull myself out of it.

The only thing I've really stuck with, in fact I've done more for, is CHD awareness. I'm throwing myself into that instead of spreading myself around.

I'm through accepting limits 

''cause someone says they're so 

Some things I cannot change 

But till I try

--Wicked